ok self reflection

i really have a weak heart.

i really suck at talking.

i really know nothing about you

i really have problems controlling my heart beat when it is related to you

i am probably dumbest person on earth

i am probably childish enough to believe that determination will work things out

i am really stupid coz i always screw things up

i am really lousy coz i keep things to myself instead of speaking it out loud

i am probably a big asshole who made your life sad for the past few years

i am really sorry.